On the flip side maybe you're just making excuses for your bullshit.
Like it wasn't waking tha'fuck up from the weed that ragged ya down, rather it was realizing yourself after you sobered up.
A lot of people, they sober tha'fuck up and, ya know, it's like a groundhog seeing its shadow. Sometimes the reason you run back to an addiction or some other alternative addiction... it's not because there's a problem with the addictive shit, but because there's a problem with you using addictive shit.
You wake tha'fuck up and realize you were a mess! It's hard to look at, hard to deal with.
That's not how shit works with me.
I sober tha'fuck up and I feel like God on earth when I read the sorta shit I churn out when I'm high!
Seriously, do you have ANY idea how much of a massive fuckin ego rush it is to read my shit after I sober up?!
Some earlier awesome shit I wrote on the subject...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*tokes into the afternoon* What is at the end of everything? Presuming you can of course... do everything. I've been experimenting. For a long time now. Well, I mean, obviously I'm experimenting on a lot of shit, but... there's one experiment in particular. THE...
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